FORWARD

From Fear to Eternity is about helping you Find the Joy. If you seek to discover the real value of your life you will discover the power within you and find yourself knowingly on your own Journey of life, discovering the traps of ego and the ease with which Spirit can heal every emotion. You will tap into the deepest resources within yourself, guided by the gentle love of your Greater Self. This book will help you use the inner strength you didn’t know how to access. Discover the secrets of how the Universe works through the creativity of your own thoughts. All the thoughts which plague our lives are lies provided by ego. Learn the truth from your own inner wisdom whenever you ask.
You have already begun the process. How quickly you will see the joy you deserve depends only on learning a few simple guidelines.
Whatever condition has shown up in your life, it was to let you know to keep searching. Honor the condition that is helping to point the way to your goals. Know it is possible to make the changes you desire, now. Whenever you demand a change the way will be provided.
Whether you desire to change your body, mind or emotions, gentle answers honor your path. Find the Joy will help! You will wonder how you could have ever distrusted yourself and thought nobody loved you.
This book is not about my journey. It is about the journey.  Every person, in some part of his awareness, seeks that sense of perfect peace, of being in a space where, whatever is around him, there is no conflict, no need to change oneself or to wish another was different. 
It is significant that the two greatest triggers for this seeking are the search for the perfect love, and the ability to produce what one prefers in abundance. Strangely enough, seeking is not the answer. It is more easily achieved with simply allowing and trusting that all will be provided, which is the great gift of feminine energy.  Yet getting to that point is not readily available in a world of contentious egos. Many people never realize what is sabotaging their happiness or more importantly, how easy it is to change that.
Use every tool you can find, but don’t stop searching until you get there. It is worth the trip!!

FIND THE JOY

The thought that I could be a person who experienced depression, anger, suicidal thoughts and complete victimhood was unbearable.  How could I be a child of God if I could seldom find anything but pain in my heart and poverty in my surroundings? These I experienced and struggled against year after endless year. Repeatedly I heard, just be happy.  Focus your attention on what you want and you will have it.

It wasn’t that easy. Day after day I awoke, silently  screaming about what I was seeing in my life. Daily I struggled to love many people, to forgive myself for being unable to change myself into what I wanted to be; to love myself although I knew my actions and attitudes were a long way from what I would love in another. 

It was unthinkable that I should be causing the things I saw in my life. Yet I knew that from some level it was true. How could I reconcile the two and make sense of my life? If I was causing it, I hated the part of me that could do that to me.  If it was God, it was even worse, because it seemed there was no recourse.

My first message was hearing, very distinctly, in my own voice, “FIND THE JOY!!!” That began this long, long search for me.

It took a while for me to realize that the way to Joy is not through sifting through all the agonies of the past.